its christmas!

not posted in a while as been busy busy with the festive fun.

it was my babys due date 3 days ago and found it quite hard to get through the day but i managed it with the help of my gorgeous family.

christmas day was such a fab day. was lovely to watch the girls open their presents and see what they got. every now and again you would hear a wowww! from hollie bless her!

we went to my mums for xmas dinner which was fun. had a few drinks and played on guitar hero with my brothers who were both dressed up as santa. the girls had a whale of a time too playing with kayleigh and their new toys from off their grandma and uncles. typically dean and jason were drinking lots and jason went to bed an hour after we got in leaving me to cosy on the sofa watching csi.

its now boxing day and i'm 4dpo 5 days til i can test. really hope i get my bfp. think we have done it this month. i feel different can't put my finger on it. like i have a new found positive aura around me thats telling me i'm pregnant. just hope that af doesnt show and put me in a miserable mood. did a test yesterday just for fun to post online and got a nice evap line.

not sure when i will write again maybe in a couple of days when i start symptom spotting so can write them down lol.

not long til 2009 starts and hope its a better year then this one has been. x