well since i last posted i've not been feeling too well. i have a sore tooth and gum and dragged myself to the dentists. apparently i have a swollen gum and an x-ray showed a cavity in my tooth. the dentist prescribed me antibiotics for it as i am petrified of needles and i avoid them like the plague! so hopefully they will work otherwise a dreaded root canal for me. thankfully the pain has lessened and only gets worse when a) i talk to much or b) i'm telling one or both of my daughters off for being naughty.
today has been a pretty good day really. when charlotte went for her afternoon nap me and hollie made some colourful glittery christmas decorations to hang on the 3ft tree we bought (which is now hollies tree) as we found it too small and ended up getting a 6ft tree instead. it was nice to spend quality time with her as dont get to do it much these days and we had fun getting messy.
another new years resoloution, try to find the time to have some quality time with hollie! that list is getting rather big but shall post said list in the new year.
on ttc news today i have noticed that i am entering my fertile period which is rather annyoing since jason is working for the next 4 days so hoping that egg will hold on for a bit longer before popping as after those 4 days he is off for 6 so plenty of time for babymaking then! sods law that it has to happen earlier then normal this cycle and all other times it happens later.
thankfully no positive opk yet and touch wood i wont get one for another 2 days or so.
feeling really upbeat about this month and think the relaxed approach is doing me the world of good as not as stressed out as i have been in previous months. though that could be down to the fact jason is around more so i dont have time to really stress about it.
i think if we are not successful this month then next month i might buy myself a clearblue monitor as those things are fab!
did have a bit of a depressing moment earlier. i use several forums on a paticular website and have done for over 3 years now. they are always advertising vacancies for what i guess are similar to moderators and i've applied many times in the past. everytime i apply someone else gets it and it really saddens me especially when its something i feel so passionately about like fertility/infertility/misscarriage/pregnancy as i hope to become a gynecologist or fertility specialist in the future and feel that it would benefit me. plus the friends i have made on there are friends for life and want to give something back to such a wonderful community but i guess its never going to happen for me. sometimes i feel like leaving there for good but i know i would miss it too much so i'm just plodding along and not going to apply anymore as that way i cant get hurt when i dont get it.
so thats today in a rather large nutshell. will be sure to update in a day or so on my mission to get my very much wanted 3rd healthy take home baby.
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