The best sound in the world!

wow its been ages since i last updated *blushes* time seems to be going fast in a foggy blur of tiredness and sickness and i find it difficult to get on here and type.

we are now 11 weeks pg with our baby miracle and yesterday i found stuffings heartbeat. it was AMAZING!!!!! the best sound i have heard! 156bpm and sounding like a train. old wives tales say that its a boy if it sounds like a train but then again it also says a fast heartbeat means its a girl so who knows lol.

been a rough few days and its taken its toll on me. firstly the sickness which seems to change its mind everyday on how it sick it wants to make me. then things with jason weren't good and last night i got upset with him though we talked and sorted things out. and then there was the days leading up to today which is my 2nd angels due date and its made me sad. i think stuffing knew that and decided yesterday was the day to make his/her presence known.

i have a scan on tuesday which i was dreading but after finding the heartbeat i now cant wait and am actually getting excited by the thought that this baby is going to be a keeper. i just hope that nothing goes wrong as i know to well even further on in the pregnancy things can happen beyond our control. so not counting my chickens yet in that things will be fine but feeling alot more optimistic!

am hoping this sickness goes soon i think i've had my fair share now. taken 2 tablets today instead of just the 1 and feel soooo much better. so think when i'm having particularly yucky days i will take 2. even managed to do most of the housework which has been the first time in ages lol.

shall try and update again after my scan when i get back from ashleys as we are staying with her for a couple of days not been in ages and cant wait to compare bumps and scan pics and also see gorgeous elithien again!

2nd scan went well yipee!

not updated again in a while as been so ill with the morning sickness and not really had much to report since the last scan.

well i had my second scan 2 days ago and thankfully baby has grown and is nice and healthy measured at 8+3 so 2 days out from what i thought.sadly this scan replaced my 12 week one which am bit peeved off at as didnt ask for this scan the epu booked me in for it. so means i have to go privately. at least at the private scan i will get more time looking at the baby and a better scan pic. i will try and put my scan pic on here when i figure out how to do it.

still suffering with the morning sickness and still on tablets. rang out of my iron/folic acid tablets and felt too rough to go get my repeat prescription so been taking normal folic acid tablets and hopefully tomorow jason will go pick my prescription up for me if my doctor still has it.

getting quite a bump now and feel huge. at 5/6 weeks i had put on half a stone and now i have lost that along with another stone. shows just how bad my appetite has gotten as i am hardly eating. but still have an impressive bump.

been having a go with my doppler this week but so far not picked up anything. guess would help if i didnt try it when the girls are around as charlotte likes to intterupt me or the both start fighting and i have to turn it off and sort them out.

nothing else to write about now. shall be booking my private scan soon for the end of the month/begining of march and have my 20 week scan on the 27th april. hope i make it that far this time.

will update again in a week or so. x