happy new year!

wow its been a week since i last posted! been so busy with the girls and with the festives that i havent had chance to pop on.

what a week its been as well!

we did it we got our bfp!!!!! wasnt so sure about this month and thought was out. but at 8dpo i got a faint line. told myself not to be so silly and it was an evap line but after using several tests everyday and seeing more lines it must be true!

i can't beleive it! i'm in denial at the moment i think. probably my subconcious protecting me if the worst happens but i am staying positive and not thinking about it too much as want to relax with this pregnancy and enjoy it even if it does end too early again.

even better news my best friend whos daughter is 5 days older then charlotte is pg again too and due in the same month!!! its madness! also a ttc friend got her bfp also so am in good company and feel it must be a sign everythings ok with my baby.

going to do a digi tomorow and think it will sink in for me when i see those pregnant words.just hoping theres enough hormones to detect it.

i'm hoping after having a lovely start to the new year that 2009 will only get better and better.

symptoms so far are:

7dpo- got a spot on my neck i never get them on my neck unless i'm pg,sore boobs and i gagged when i tried to eat a cheese and onion pasty. the cheese tasted really horrid. also felt a sharp pain in my right hand side close to my womb which i think was implantation faint line on a sure sign test that night.

8dpo-sore boobs again and tiredness felt sorry for jason as hes not had a lie in this week as i have been too tired to get up.now i know why lol. faint line on a sure sign test.

9dpo-boobs hurt even more,tiredness really kicking in couldnt sleep got too hot and couldnt find a comfy position hoping its not like this all the time!,weeing lots seem every 5 mins i need to go again.stretching pains felt like af was coming.faint line on a reveal test and a superdrug test

10dpo- boobs still hurt, tiredness even worse couldnt get comfy and so was awake most of the night tossing and turning.constipation quite badly feel really sore,still weeing lots,more stretching cramps and really really hot.another faint line on a superdrug test.

11dpo (today!)- really hot normally am really cold and have duvet over me and heating on but have taken duvet off me as too hot,hunger panes possibly due to only having some toast as too tired to go out and get some shopping,weeing even more bladder feels constantly full all the time.feel bloated too! darker line on superdrug test,faint line on first response and faint line on a cheapy.

so thats it so far really hope that this baby sticks! will update tomorow when i do the digi x