well today has been a year since my 2nd angel had to go. mummy is so miserable and has spent most of the day in bed. i was meant to go out tonight but mummy feels too rotten and couldnt afford it so that has added to my horrible mood. am fed up of waiting for ov too i hate having long cycles and think i might speak to my consultant about it as it really gets me down just want to be normal and have a decent cycle length like everyone else :(
i miss my angels so much and its so unfair i have to go through all this pain when others just sail through their pregnancies. yet more announcements have been made and i'm seriously contemplating taking a break away from the internet as i know there is more to come and its going to get harder and harder for me and i can't bear it.
all i want is to be happy again and my stupid body just wont give me that happiness!
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